the least expected is the most obvious

lala

2005-08-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

this is something that i am FORCED to write about. and to those people who understand what i am wrting .. then READ !!!!

if you don't know what i am going through now .. you should understand by the end of this. SO WHAT IF I ACTUALLY TOLD THE TEACHERS ABOUT MATTHEW WANG ?? AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THE SAME FOR THIS CHINESE THING AS WELL?? on what basis can you say that i told the teachers? ON WHAT BASIS ?? call me names for what ever i care .. tease me about my anger and everything else i don't even give a F*** about anything .. i laugh along with you, i try to adapt to your surroundings!! i changes almost myself and everything after YOU knid souls came in.. i wans't complaining .. i thought 2 years can change every thing .. i change my mindset.. I AM EMOTTIONAL AND VERY I ADMIT BUT WHAT WRONG BEING EMOTIONAL ??? can't i have my fair share of showing my hurt .. i DON"T go around putting 'posters' about my hurt and pains and i don't even bother about them when i am inclass .. so even if i show them, i don't BANG ALL MY HURT AND ANGER ON YOU PEOPLE.
BASTARD .. is what i get for doing this? i know i don't have to do this but do you want me to show my TRUE SELF in class!! can no problem .. i will be ALONE .. NEVER answer your question, don't bother about your presence and everything else .. YA I DON"T HAVE TO DO THAT . I DON"T NEED TO SHOW, why .. because you have already settle for your friends and just me as a GUAI boy who does all the work, study study study .. MATHS WIZZ social studies shocker ... so what .. i don't put on air around you pple and I ADMIT I HAVE DONE EVERYHTHING YOU GUYS HAVE DONE BEFORE .. cheat and lie and get punishments for all the wrong things i have done ..

"when i leave fairfield, i will say F*** you in front of aaron" .. thats the comment i heard in physics class when you people grouped together having your wonderful small talks about me.. I CAN TELL WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN SAYING .. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO DO .. i don'y care what you say or what you want to do about it. I CANNOT CHANGE YOU.. NOT EVEN YOUR ATTITUDE .. NOT EVEN YOUR THINKING but you know what .. i can only tell you how hurt i am inside .. its like thousands of knives penetrating through my body and organs .. and if you cannot understand how i feel .. its ok i don't expect much from you people ..

what i really appreciate from you is to give me the respect that i deserve and the DIGNITY as a man .. like i have RESPECTED EVERY ONE OF YOU .. you might not know.. but i do BECAUSE YOU ARE MY CLASSMATE, MY FRIEND AND YOU ARE A PART OF MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE .. even if you want to talk about this after reading this, a fine with it but one thing YOU can do is to bear in mind .. EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE ... i may have told the teachrs about m.wang but it doesnt mean that i have done the same for this issue .. so the rest is for you to think and analysis..

the final decision of everything lies with you .. like i respect you .. i respect what ever your decision is ..
thank you for listening to my story and reasons

the best have yet to be

2005-08-25T15:11:00.000+08:00

NO i am not from ACS and i am not in love with ACS but i just wanna sae teh best is yet to be.. anyway i have finished almost all my prelims examinations. its only 1 more day and OVER .. its OVER .. hahaha and i can start studying for my social studies and chinese hahahh on the 5 and 6th sepember. so wiah me all the best !!!!!!! muhahahahahahhaha..and anyway i have smthing to put up ... thats RACHEL the princess pointing to HERSELF muahahhahah and thats the photoshop she LURVES . anyway ciaos see ya again .. oh yah i have anothe blogggg
www.thatsme123.diary-x.com

HOOHOOHOO!

2005-08-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

:D HOOHOOHOO. Princess here! :D okay THIS IS RACHEL. I invaded BOSS'S BLOG! (: heh. okay so i'm guest blogging for lao ban! :D

alright so it all started off with me messaging boss and asking him if he's going to church and going for SG and he said he was only going for service because he was sick. but he lied to me! he came in ard ten and he came for dg! boss you lied! =P horrible. dg was okay i guess talked about a lot of stuff. lesson was a breeze. :D very short and sweet. i like it. :D we were all sick and everything and everyone was freezing. after that went to the youth room. talked crapped everything. yup. then after that played cards. nothing to do. haha. yeah. had service. everyone was like sick and nearly dying. hoohoo. yup. then yeah service was on incredibles. quite alright. after service i had amath tution thingy so the guys and everyone else was watching the incredibles. left church ard 230. decided to go westmall. oh yeah in the end only justin boss and i went. because kh lost his wallet and din have mood to go and ryan had to go home? haha who know. yup. then we waited for eternity for the retarded 178. finally it came and we went to westmall. went mac cause i was STARVING and the two of them were acting retarded as usual. HAHAHA. yeh. decided to go to westmall to look for my red skirt cause i need it tmr but to no avail. ah well. heh. then went to the library to study. did math today. quite fruitful i would say. :D yeh. then justin had loads of calls to make there. and he finally decided he was not going for FOP. so after that we headed to lot one to take np. :D boss was so retarded saying that he wanted justin to pay for everything and i asked him to flirt with justin to get him to pay =PPP okay jk la boss! :D we all know you are STRAIGHT. yup. so we went to take np! nine bucks. just nice can divide by three! :D designed the thing like forever and i choose the wrong ones in the end! SHIT. oh well. went to look for my skirt again but to no avail once again. oh well. went to get my bubbletea and the queue was so long as usual. ah well. yup. justin went to his grandma's house and boss and i headed to the interchange. he went to take 67 and i took the stupid 985 which took forever to come. and boss got harrassed by an old man! HAHA. asking him mo ming qi miao questions! =P too bad. you too attractive what! =P heh heh... that's abt it. messaged him on the bus talking crap as usual.

YUP THAT WAS OUR GREAT WONDERFUL STUDY GROUP. hoohoo...
alright then. you can go read boss version of our day. yup :D

<333 RACHEL (aka missrahh aka princess)

nothing todo

2005-07-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

eh .. this is just some random thing that i thought of doing .. coz i got nohting better to da mah so i might as well you see .. haha anyway .. i lazy to write out anything .. so if you see anything longer than 4 lines, you know that its the old me .. where my feelings will come out lar.. hahhahh
smell you later (=

the smell of frreeedom

2005-07-09T13:34:00.000+08:00

this is not too bad and i dun mind living this kind of life coz its not bad ward!! its been a long time since i have sead anything or blog so i hope tat this will come up quite well. i have been in a very hectic situatution of being accused for nothing i have not done. this is so absurb and yup.. you can sae that this is very irritating. imgine someones comes up to you and scold you for somehting you did not even do .. stupid right .. and now its coming to me and i find that somepple are just so simple minded and i wish THEM all the best .. hope that they dun become wad they are now.. A BUNCH OF DOGS wiht no place in mind to go.. or simply .. i mindless and soulless DOG .. yep!! this may sound very bitchy like my pervious post from another blog but who cares man.. its my life i am talking about. i just wanna live my find the way i think i should and this is the kind life i sould have gotten a long long time ago and i have to face some stupid idoits everyday and its killing me from inside out.. upside down!! oh btw .. thianks to those who have been there througout all my troubles !!yep. this may seem to be a long road to take but i am going to fin someone better in the open and live my rest of my life with this very important person that the lord will direct me to.. so i wil still continue to face life the positive way despite all these irritating unusual things. :)

with deep thought given ::;;;;:::: aaron

s[p]orts day

2005-07-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

the morning has been great and i had a wonderful time there... i had my joy and fun there.. on ACJC track ... it was the leap of faith that i was in the red line. well the progress on the road of relationshi[p] isn't going well at all. on the verge of breaking up and hearts on the reoad will be sad and pple who passed it will be like very fortunate. sometimes i just feel like giving up but i dun wan to give up on my little gal! this is so nice and i hope that you will come back to me and continue to love me like you never before. well i just wanna everyone to feel teh same joy as i am feeling now!!! this day has been truly great..
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUI LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

[p.S*] i found out who my true friends really are.. these pple are worth helping.. the others just slip by pass when you need their help!! these pple are called irritating and worthlesss!!! these pple are not worth your help!

my 2nd new blogggg: http://spaces.msn.com/members/rule-space-life/

number tag 255

2005-06-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

hello pple.. i got a compitition thats over .. not too bad and well never get in lar.. my number tag was 255 and i participated in the 400m race.. haha went well .. VERY competitive :) haha at least i tried ok .. i still hope that you can come back to me .. i really need you so bad that i will never leave you and will always stay by your side :) i really need you !!!!!!!!!!! please come back to me ok? i just w3ant to love you aand only you !!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes.. it is better to forgive and forget

2005-06-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

I am sorry ma BABY GIRL.. really i really have no idea about your feelings and i hope that you can make this another chance for us ... i know that i can be very unreasonable, but hey gal, its all about you now... i really hope that you can just think over what i said.. its time that i should say something to save our relationshi[p]. i really want you so bad that i will do anything that i need to, the way i am feeling now no muggle or loneshark will mess around me man!!! i know that you need someone who loves you and understand you now and forever and i will NEVER leave you no matter you feel down and out or even happy and joyful. i really want you veery much and hope that you can understand me better. i LOVE you sooooooooooo much and i am SOOOOO sorry!!!!!!!!!!! you can always call me or find me anytime at anywhere!

treat me like YOUR GUY please .. for pit sake

2005-06-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

hey .. you noe wad, i was kind enough to listen to you and gentleman enough to say sorry to you.. you think for yourself, wad have you done to make me feel like i am myself.. i am sorry but this is totally absurb!!! you scolded me for smthing i NEVER do and i had to listen to you and tried making yo uhppy bt it.. i woke feeling just right and you had to put it just the other way round.. thank yyou .. THANKS A LOT.. if you think that i was unreasonable to you .. FINE BE THAT WAY.. i couldn't bother or care evenmore.. i thought that we were like the 'best' till today.. i dun think so.. you go think for yourself and put yourself in my shoes, i wanted to follow you but you did not wan me to .. then when i want you to follow me and see my friends, you sae that i did not even follow you so why should you.. now you understand what i mean by ... WRONG choice MISS!!!! well i am writing so that you can understand me and how i a feeling now.. coz i have a limit to you scolding me and commanding me.. hey, i ain't not a DOG and will not begin to be one now.. or EVER.. i am not going to bark at you and wagg my little tail when you enter my room ok.... do think about it.. if that is IF you have some thinking done .. i will be there to listen to what you have to tell me .. but hey.. THINK BEFORE TALKING TO ME !!!

sentosa tri[p]

2005-06-15T07:53:00.000+08:00

i am back... went to sentosa on saturday and got like SUNBURN..now my skin is peeling ..irriating :) but its ok lar ... at least the pain is gone .. the girls are like worse.. the line is so OBVIOUS... i had a nice time even though i spent like 10 over bcks on delifrance and end up broke.. but at least i had fun.. kaiheng and me, were playing 'hungry ghost' hahah we took fries and broke into half and share.. well what do you know , its the joy to share. its been an exlirating trip and nice wondeful time that we spent together.. even though there were holes in the trip but they were repaired.. making it unseen .. what can you sae.. our friendshi[p] is tooooooooo strong to be broken up .. on sunday, while getting ready to go to church, i went to bath but because the wonderful girl that bath before me on the hot water ... i was like i pain.. imagine you have sun burn yet still bath in hot water... hahah but its ok lar quite wakening .. otherwise i am sure i will start to sleep already :) although we had fun but sometimes hiding from parents can be a real pain .. it started with denyse and then erm my mother hahahah she was like how came all black black one .. ikept quite and try to avoid answering that question and ok .. it was sucessful ok .. imagine having a mother like mine then you know the pain :) .. we also played 'volleyball' hahah .. this really nice guy bought for me and itis very nice and well cool.. thanks to all who contributed to the glassducks outing 12062005 ... it was quite a BIG sucess until some pple spoilt it but its ok lar.. i had my neoprint and the second one :) hahahahha ok ..i have to go now so EVERYONE .. its the joy to give and do GIVE as much as you can ... till now .. its been aaron .. bye

thanks RACHEL

2005-06-09T08:01:00.000+08:00

hahahha thats for helping me set up this wonderful bog :) it seems that it is very nice..... i cannot wait for saturday man.. this will be soooooooooo fun .. imagine going to sentosa together .. hahahha but i guess time will fly ast very fast and know it 0r not, we are already on our way hahaha

RAHH

2005-06-08T14:55:00.000+08:00

ha. test post. RACHEL invaded aaron's blog. nah she's not that bad =P in fact she's being nice. =P she's helping aaron with his blog.

:D

BYE>
-RACHEL